Phung_Blog v.34

Friday, April 29, 2005

New Seasonal Cycle of Wave-based Novelty Influence.

Previously generated resonances rippling from past instances of increased creativity and general well-being during the summertime are paying off now even though the variable of public school/percieved imprisonment is out of the equation. Hopefully I can stretch this contrast positivity throughout the year and make it a constant (balance).

Now onto SWIM's Misadventure of the moment:

Benzo Quest H-town Part I
(Based on Sixthseal.com's Doctor Shopping)
This is a fictional tale about a dream I had and is about the character SWIM (someone who isn't me) Hope to have more entries and success soon.

The goal for SWIM was to acquire some Benzodiazapines for pseudo-legitimate purposes according to the manufacturers. SWIM's interpretation is that this is one of the few politically correct and legal ways to alter one's consciousness. This category of "medication" has virtually no longterm side effects and is one of SWIM's favorite time accelerating devices.


1. Crooked Syrver
For this mission SWIM and SWIM's friend SWID discovered a legendary Physician who was quite notorious in his parts. Unfortunately SWIMohamad had some recent confrontations and limited his RXing varieties to opiates and SWID was very enthusiastic about this genre of intoxicants. After some slight social engineering on SWID's part, they acquired a 4 FLoz of banana flavored yellow Hydrocodone syrup. SWIM happens to have adverse reactions to Hydrocodone but curiously not with codeine of equivalent dose. This was remedied by taking a 50mg of promethizine and the duo leaned the night away, but unfortunately no benzos!

Success Rating
2/5 -Very fun but not closely related to the initial goal.

2. Benzo Nazi
Swim arrived with insurance card in hand and filled out the paper work and payed $30 of the $35 co-pay (expected $20) but atleast they hooked it up with 5 dollar discount. After waiting in the waiting room that was virtually empty for nearly an hour, SWIM was called to the back and the examination began. SWIM said that he had been having constantly anxiety and several panic attacks. Also after the doc suggested the highly pushed, superaddictive "anti depressant" effexor, SWIM informed him that several of his family had therapeutic success with the drug klonazapam. This flavour of benzodiazapines has some added serotonergic effects and the questionably beneficial effect of lasting close to 30 hours. This would be an excellent addition to SWIM's potential collection. The Doc was very sincere and other than the effexor comment, exactly what SWIM would want his legitimate doctor to be. He got a feeling for why SWIM had "anxiety", "insomnia", and "panic disorder" but felt that it would be more beneficial for SWIM to use breathing exorcises and take Vitamin B complexes as the solution. This was information SWIM was already aware of but he acted like it was new information.

Success Rating:
0/5 -Disliked having effexor pushed on SWIM and $30 down the drain. The only reason that the rating wasn't in the negative numbers was due to the intuitive feeling that the energy exchange was adequately justified in one form or another.

3. Hyped up Effexor feind receptionist:
This was arguably SWIMs fault for failure, but could also be blamed on the inferiour direction and mapping engine linked to at the clinic's website. SWIM was rougly 15 minutes late to his appointment and found his way in the large building to the waiting room and reception desk. After appologizing for the tardiness and asking to be "squeezed in" the receptionist resqueduled SWIM for an upcoming time 2 weeks in the future, DAMN! Although after catching the rather astetic advertising propaganda in the form of an effexor clock on the wall with a bright lime-green border, fitting orange hands, and a soothing font SWIM assumed that these dope pushers would have attempted to recruit me to their morphogenic field of choice, and SWIM went with the sour grapes mindset. SWIM understands the theraputic use of SSRIs and SNRIs for individuals who would benefit from their usage, but let us not forget that the imbalance known as depression was once "cured" with other feel good drugs like cocaine and heroin. SWIM also has used substances significantly more harmful than any "anti depressant" and is not assuming supioriority over those who are perscribed to these drugs. Well, guess SWIM should have used mapquest or GPS or good old fashioned calling and asking for directions, but the drive through interesting parts of town was enjoyable.

Success rating: 0/5 - Common, give him benzos, so what if SWIM was "late" time isn't real anyway, there is only this moment! ;)

A pleasent surprise from anoldfriendSWIA25
SWIA25 called up SWIM and told him that he had found a foriegn online medication source and is having some Diazapam delivered to him and was going to give SWIM 15 of them. SWIM thanks SWIA and can't wait for the that to come in, we shall have great experiences and take lots of pictures! Can't Wait!

4/5 - Pleasent surprise but not within mission guidelines, so a point is deducted; the goal is to have atleast a medley of 5 different flavors of benzodiazapines to choose from in the collection.

To be continued....

Oh what interesting tales have been told and await in the next few months, with the political scene in constant fluxuation and on a smaller scale, individuals getting out of jail, moving to other countries, starting new creative ventures, and my own new setting in effect I definetly "see the light" as enlightment enthusiasts often comment about.

And on a final note, Project Nutropia part II was in effect the duration of a cube pushing task I participated in and made the fast-pased but linear puzzles (sonic the hedgehog like in nature) quite enjoyable. My body would say otherwise, and although I plan to abandone this cube pushing activity in the very new future, it has given me an excellent comparison for future carrers.

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